Tuesday, November 6:
I sat in Biology, trying to pay attention to the lecture, not really trying at all actually; I was too preoccupied. I was quietly and secretly refreshing my foxnews feed every few seconds to watch the electoral votes come in. I was excited as I watched Romney's votes climb, but I was not deceived. I knew we still had a long way to go. Now keep in mind that going into this night, I was completely convinced that Mitt Romney was going to be our next president. That he would save us from financial ruin and set our country back on the fundamentally correct path. That he would be the leader that the President of the United States is supposed to be. I mean, there was a slight whisper in the back of my mind that Barack Obama could win again, but I thought the chance was so slight that there was no need to worry. After class was over I rushed to my car to get home. At this point in the voting Romney was at 33 electoral votes and Obama was at 12. I still would have to wait at least four hours until a conclusion was met. Let's fast forward a couple of hours. The next thing that I remember was watching Ohio's and Florida's votes coming in, my heart pounded and my palms were sweaty because it was so close. I was praying that Romney would pull ahead somehow. I still had hope at this time because votes from the democratic parts of the states had been counted and the more conservative parts of the states had not yet. But, as the votes came in it was not looking promising. I knew that without Ohio Romney would not be able to pull this off. I was laying on the couch holding onto a pillow when they announced that Barack Obama was the winner, taking over Ohio with just 900 more votes than Romney. For the first few minutes I was shocked. I watched Obama supporters dancing and celebrating to popular music of our day. I couldn't help but feel anger towards them. All that was running through my head was, "How could they be so dumb?" Thats when the tears started to come. Despite trying to hold them back, they streamed down my face, a million thoughts coursing through my brain. How is America going to get through the next four years? How could people re-elect the worst president that we have ever had? What has been prophesied is coming to pass right before my eyes. There is no hope for the republican party any more in America. But above all else, I was saddened that the people in this country voted for such fundamental changes instead of traditional values.
Today:
Today, I have found a renewed hope in the future. I still do not support anything that President Obama stands for. I do not believe that we will ever be able to recover from what is going to happen in these next four years. But, I will never stop fighting for what I believe in. I will go about it differently. I will teach my children the values that I believe will always hold true, no matter what society thinks. I will keep fighting because in my heart I am not a quitter, no matter how dim the future looks. We all need to have a change of heart and look forward with optimism instead of pessimism. I excepted the challenge to stay strong before I even came to this earth and I will accept it again now. Each one of us can make a difference, if we stand together.